19/1/2013 1:47a.m
Early status..
Hayy.. Its me again, Eddie..
At the back of these day.. My live feel . So . Un-organize..
I seldom talk.. Silent.. Rarely Laugh, Smile or walk..
Since my last day at school after SPM, I just sit down.. Rest at home.. Waiting for my "call" to comfront my next task for my maybe bright or dark future.. Although I already know.. The darkness always surround me in any how or any way.. I dont know whether I was born to be like this? Or I was born to fight it?
Now or Never.. I think its time for me to move on..
To a life that.. Promise for a good day.. A good future..
This few day of harshness, quiet and dull life.. Make me wonder..
Whats come next? What am I doing? What am I supposed to do? What is my point of life?
Should I find my path? Or the path find me?
Like the old folk use to say, If you wait so long, it will go.. But if you chase them. The probability of winning, neither you could decided..
First, I dont really understand what was the really meaning if it.. It was like a puzzle.. Or more to a poetry that giving a clue for a game..
2:14a.m...
Its getting late now.. But I still hasn't sleep yet..
I keep thinking of something.. Something that even myself don't know what it is.. Should I go find a physcology expert or a doctor to explain my status?
Or should I just explain it myself?
